I want to connect to you 

I want to connect to you

had a fuck.

knew the vibe from him and we went to the bed and i lay down with my legs open and skirt up and he gave me a fuck. as he did my mind wandered, and it wandered to a strange place and at the time i wondered why.
but all was going to become clear to me.

I came back to him as he finished fucking my fuck hole and i smiled with pleasure.

he nodded and pulled out of my sloppy and said
"you are disinterested Sharon"

"no" i protested.

i liked the fuck. I liked the feeling of his cock in me, moving in me and the pleasurable sensations it gave my pussy. it was good, i had just wandered off in my mind, i had not connected to him or the events, that was all.
i did not know why i had not connected. maybe if i had sucked his cock first i would have connected, but the sex had been too instant and too mechanical.
Still good for me but...

it didnt matter to me, but it had mattered to him and so it did now matter to me.

i thought it through. I had dirfted off too a strange incident some time ago when a stranger put me against a wall and lifted my skirt and simply fucked me. I had cum from it but it was just a fuck and I didnt know who he was, and i guess i didnt care much either. yeh i can do that.

so i cuddled up as i thought of the meaning of this recaled event - like why that time? and as we cuddled and he held me in his strong arms and we kisssed i got hot and wet and we connected. i melted there on the bed and climaxed in his arms. And he smiled at me and understood.

bingo!
we needed something like that before the fuck except not that usually. so i said i would need to suck his cock before we have sex in order to connect - with the hug and kiss at the end; or maybe he would want to masturbate me first or push his cock down my throat and choke me upon it.
works for me babe.

Then we would connect.
I want to connect.

XX Sharon